My genetics more homogenous.........

My genetics more homogenous than my internal realities.
My experiences, varying cultures.
It's a push pull.
Fighting for supremacy.
Who's in the lead?
Which paradigms do I acquiesce to?
Which is right?
Which is wrong?
Which drives me.
& on what days?

Back living in the land of my ancestors.
Could not be more foreign to me.
I'm not at home.
Even though, if I remain silent.
Seem to fit in.
A stranger, looking like a familiar friend